I've decided. Since I have 0 motivation to do anything positive with my life, I will cut out some extra curricular activities that hinder my drive. And as for school, I've lately been revisiting my childhood dream of becoming a pilot. I wanted to be a fighter pilot when I was younger.... yeah, no thanks. I would LOVE to be a pilot for private jets. But just like any other sweet-ass job, that doesn't happen over night. I'm off to do some googling and possibly phone chatting to get to the bottom of this.
22 October, 2012
11 October, 2012
There's a new genre of music called Trap. I feel like I'm getting old...
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=trap+music
http://www.urbandictionary.com/define.php?term=trap+music
I'm in desperate need of letting everything go and evolving. As much as I enjoy my vices, I let them control too much of who I am and what kind of person I've become. Everything feels real, but the days just seem to stay the same. I keep going out to see the same faces to do the same shit at the same time of day during the same time of week. I feel like I've been doing this for 6 or so years now... and it hasn't really gotten me anywhere. I just realized @ the time spent. Wow. The time to live is now and I'm just sitting here.
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