22 June, 2010

Sometimes

Sometimes Life is hectic. annoying. stressful. depressing. dumb.
And then it throws a curve ball. Just to give you a break.
It's always nice. But you have to remember. It just loves throwing fast balls at you. That curve you get every now and then, 

21 June, 2010

Post-effect

friends, nature, music.
But it felt so perfect. Yes sir.
So, the cold is back.
Because of...life?

12 June, 2010

Write out loud.

So it's arrived. My last night in California. I've had a lot of fun hangin out with friends, seeing Los Angeles, and making a new friend. Vadim is a very cool guy. And his name looks a lot like Vader! Awesome.

I'm rolling now. The iPods (autospell haha) keyboard has a few different layers. It's awesome. Tonight was such a great closer to nights. Great feelings, mind-blowing music & a rekindling of friendship & life.

09 June, 2010

Hip Hip! HOORAY!

Woo!
Studio City, in Los Angeles, California is nice from what I can tell.  I've been living here with my very good friends for the past few days.  I like it so much here. Although it's not as warm as I would have imagined it, it is still a very nice location.  I'm sitting in my friend's apartment right now. And it still doesn't feel like this is happening.  Sitting in his carpeted living room, only 3 feet from the fireplace and with a 20' ceiling over my head.  To my right is my very good friend, Anna, playing flOw . It's almost 8:30PM here and we're waiting for our awesome host to get home from work.  This guy is something else. He's doing great and living life. It's refreshing to see someone realize their potential and doing something with it. 

So, I'm on vacation here.  My 1 week of vacation time that I have been allotted from my work place, I decided to finally come out here. This was my little gift to myself. I was pretty bummed that my other very close friend was unable to come out with us. Oh well, everything happens for a reason.

This vacation time was something that I've needed for a long time - a change of scenery.  I am set on moving out here. The goal: Summer 2011.

What sucks about this is, family and friends on the east coast.  More so because my family has gained a member in the last three weeks.  And it will suck to be away from family right now.  But, at some point, we all have to live our lives.

05 June, 2010

California Love

Alright so here's the deal. I'm in a jet on my way to California. Yeah! I've been wanting to go to this state for many years. Ever since it's been described to me. So once you're able to read this entry, it means I've found a safe wifi spot. And I haven't forgotten to hit the update button.

It's me. And my asshole friend, or swillusion, goin to visit jeehad in the greater Los Angeles area. We are excited as fuck! AND we are only 1 hour into our flight. Only 5 more to go. But you know what? Aside from the absurd amount of turbulence we've been riding through, it hasn't been bad. We've been planning this trip since mid march and now it's finally happening. Wowzers on bowser. Bitch. :thrust:



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03 June, 2010

how do you type?

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Thought I should get rid of it early.

So I'm pretty much in thr middle of nowhere... In northern nj. So although not that far from civilization, just far enough from my bed.

What the hell am I doing? I hAve ideas. I need the space. Also I'm drunk and these are making sense to me. And I'm way too lazy to type something meaningless.

Life is throwin' shapes at me. LOL.

I'm not really sure what I want to do now. Or where to do it. My brother's in another state as well as most of my family. I need to just stop waisting time.