I've decided. Since I have 0 motivation to do anything positive with my life, I will cut out some extra curricular activities that hinder my drive. And as for school, I've lately been revisiting my childhood dream of becoming a pilot. I wanted to be a fighter pilot when I was younger.... yeah, no thanks. I would LOVE to be a pilot for private jets. But just like any other sweet-ass job, that doesn't happen over night. I'm off to do some googling and possibly phone chatting to get to the bottom of this.